urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dry_eyes158dry_eyes158dry_eyes158dry_eyes1582007-12-10T18:55:54Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dry_eyes158:638gargahrgahgrharg2007-12-10T18:55:54Z2007-12-10T18:55:54Z<p>So.<br /><br />Today started off well weighed in at 121 lbs this morning, so I'd lost 8lbs over the past couple of weeks. Had a low cal lunch, less than 100 kcals and I didnt even finish it. I drank plenty of water. Even when I was walking home from shcool wasn't feeling at all hungry. <br /><br />But.<br /><br />Practically as soon as I got in my house I started binging. I set off with scrabled egg whites with pepper and celery as a nice 50 k cal small meal. But I ended up eating 8 oat biscuits, a yoghart, a packet of crisps and two mince pies.<br /><br />Not a good day<br />Had to purge to try and get rid of the calories and I hate purging, my teeth are skanky enough without being swamped by stomache acid. <br /><br />I'm hoping tomorrow won't be quite so bad and that I'll excert at least some level of self controll rather than just piging my fat face :(</p>